My Poems have Ended

How do poets end their poems?


I end my poems not as when the ink starts to blur
or as when a glaring candle glows its last.
I don’t end my poems as when the rivers kiss the sea
or as when the setting sun threatens the dusk.


I’ll end my poems if the stars stop shining in noontime
and burn within themselves the loneliness of hidden wishes
I’ll end my poems if the sky will ever cry
in the grounds of Calama for the very first time.
And above all, I’ll end my poems from the moment-
I’ll stop loving you


Poems die themselves when you stop feeling the same way too.

Something Fishy.

Exerpt lines from "Sharktale." -am sorry, i forgot the names of the two fishes...

guy: nobody luvs me wen i was nobody. .

girl: i did.

guy: im nobody without you...

Brevities. ..

Excerpt lines from Spiderman II:

Peter Parker (Spiderman) : You have told me about intelligence...it is a gift to be used for the good of mankind...

Dr. Octavius: A privilege. .

Peter: These things have turned you into someone you're not.

Dr.: It was my dream...

Peter: Sometimes, to do what's right we have to be steady and give up the things we love the most; even our dreams... ..

Dr.: (pondering) "he's right, he's right..."

Can't Undo Action.=')

"i wanted someone who can teach me how to be alone, then if i learn it, i want her back. ."

i'm such a. .

why can't i just simply 4get her? it's been 8 days since i told her how i rili feel, & it turned out just fine. but why do i feel this way? my heart says something. and i just can't easily go on with things.

i'm longing for her text.

she told d__c_ of why i'm not texting her anymore. oh..to know that she remembers me too had cured half of my sickness. but it could not totally take the loneliness in me. the truth is that i'm deliberately stopping myself for any connection with her now. but deep inside i can't help it.

i really really miss her.

this is me. i always fall for someone who can never be mine. this is trite, but day by day. night by night, i've been waiting for my phone to ring..for her text. but all i got is nothing but vacuous quiescence.

no one cares.

for years, i have kept my true feelings. it's hard. if only she knew how difficult it is for me to suppress my feelings for her..my heart tends to explode. it's heartaches are too much to bear. how i wished i could cry myself out, but how could i with no more tears? i've already shed too much. i don't want to give her the guilt of knowing how i feel.

it's all my fault to feel this way for her..

i love you girl, but the thought that you love me too is a colossal mistake. i don't want to push myself to you. for i want you to give back love the way it is- free. no coercion.

so i say goodbye to the feelings i wanted to stay forever. .='(

For the month of love..here's the roll. ..

"Exactly two years ago today, she and i buried a time capsule here...we promised to meet here two years later, but she hasn't come yet......I'm going to wait."
-Gyun-woo



Setting: ..under the tree where she came the day she first met him,




Excerpt Lines from "My Sassy Girl"....... .


Old Man: This tree has a secret here.


Sassy Girl: I have a secret here, too.


Old Man: Really?


Sassy: Three years ago, i buried a letter here with my boyfriend. What's your secret?


Old Man: So what happened?


Sassy: We promised to read the letters a year ago, but i couldn't come.


Old Man: I guess you're a year late.


Sassy: But two years didn't seem that long. i haven't made any decision yet. I just wasted my time on stupid thoughts.


Old Man: Like what?


Sassy: If we were destined to meet, i thought we'd meet by chance somewhere.


Old Man: Know what fate is? "building a bridge of chance for someone you love. .." To be honest, i read your letters. I said this tree had a secret, right?


Sassy: Yes.


Old Man: Look closely. Does this tree look the same as before?


Sassy: Well, it looks like it changed a bit, but i'm not sure.


Old Man: People are dead or alive. There's a dead tree and a living tree, too. This tree was struck by lightning last year, it was split into two. But this young man felt sorry for it. During the spring, he planted another tree that looked the same. When he planted the tree, he asked me if it looked the same. He said that someone would be sad if it died, so no one should know. ..


Sassy: "Gyun-woo. .."



















P.S.:
These lines had deeply touched me....Watching movies like this sickens me, it made me sad for some reason. Yeh, the tree he (Gyun-woo) planted was the love he sow...the lightning that strucked the tree was Sassy Girl's former boyfriend's demise. The splitting of the tree into two was her broken-heartedness. .......'(

i am. ..

"we're living in a world of contradictions, therefore, i am. ."
-junV Jan. 22, 2007